STAGE 3: The Polarity + External Authority Stage

You’re highly self-aware. You’ve done work. You’ve listened. You’ve learned. And somewhere along the way, your power drifted just a little bit outside of you. Right now your system is organizing around rules, signs, shoulds, and doing it “right.”

You noticed yourself thinking things like:

“If I follow guidance perfectly, things will finally click.”
“If my energy is clear enough, life will open up.”
“Someone else probably knows the missing piece I can’t see. Maybe I need another mentor...”
“I’m clearly close… but something isn’t lining up yet.”

You’re not lost. You’re not behind. You’re not “doing manifestation wrong.”

You’re simply in the part of the journey where your nervous system is still referencing something outside of you to confirm what is already true inside your body.

What This Stage Feels Like

It often looks like:

looking for signs and then second-guessing them
bouncing between “I did good energy work” and “I messed something up”
trying to be spiritually “good”
waiting to be rewarded for doing things “right”
craving certainty before moving
believing the answer is somewhere outside yourself

There’s nothing weak about this.
This stage usually shows up after a lot of inner work - not before.

It happens because your system actually wants to feel safe… and external authority has felt safer than self-trust.

That makes sense.

The shift your soul is asking for now

The next step isn’t more effort.

It’s coming back into your own center.

Not rejecting teachers.
Not rejecting spirituality.
Not rejecting guidance.

Just re-anchoring your power inside your body again so guidance becomes a mirror rather than a ruler.

You’re being asked to:

trust what your body already knows
stop waiting to be “rewarded” for doing it right
release the good girl / good student paradigm
move decisions back inside your own field

Your nervous system is ready to experience relief from constantly checking whether you’re “on track”... your energy is ready to return to you rather than leaking outward.

In order to experience this, you don’t need to blow anything up, and you don’t need to prove anything.

This stage resolves when you start believing yourself again.

This doesn’t require a dramatic life overhaul.

It’s simply remembering:

You’ve always been the one who knows.

Where You Are in Your Awakening

You’re not in survival collapse anymore.

You’re aware.
You’re conscious of patterns.
You’re engaging with your growth intentionally.

And at the same time, you’re still:

checking whether you’re “on the right path”
hoping you don’t mess up the energy
trying to read the room instead of your body

This stage is powerful because it means:

✨ your nervous system is strong enough to see the pattern
✨ your identity is starting to separate from “performing it right”
✨ you’re close to anchoring self-trust instead of external authority

You’re not doing this wrong.

You’re in the middle of an upgrade.

What Your Nervous System is Ready for Right Now:

Your system doesn’t need more rules.

It needs reconnection to yourself.

Right now you’re ready for support that helps you:

come back into your own body
feel your own energy clearly again
stop outsourcing your instincts
build trust in what you sense, not just what you’re told

I created two options to support you from here. Just pick the one you feel called toward... ❤️

Pillar of Light Grounding Meditation

Use it when you notice yourself:

seeking signs, permission, or validation
feeling “off” but trying to fix it from the outside
over-consuming guidance instead of listening inward

It helps you:

come back into your body
anchor your energy
feel your own presence again
stop scattering your attention everywhere else

Access the Meditation Here for Free

Expansion Breakthrough Workshop

This is if you’re like, “Okay… I’m ready to actually move this pattern in my body, not just understand it.”

Inside, you’ll:

move out of survival mode and back into momentum
learn how to shift resistance as it’s happening
release the past & stop bracing for the future
experience the Past/Future Extraction Hypnosis

This isn’t just more "healing work"... It’s you actually feeling different afterwards.

Learn More & Sign Up ($37)

Quick note: when you choose one of these options, it allows me to send you resources tailored specifically for Stage 2.

If you don’t select one, you’ll get general emails from me about the quiz you just completed. They'll still be supportive, but they will not be personalized to where you are right now. For the best results, choose an option above and let yourself be guided through that experience. If you pick one of the options above, your next steps will be sent to your email right away. ❤️